haha literally anywhere. I just need to get far far away from my problem for a bit.
It’s a mess… Let’s see if I can explain this in a way that makes sense:
My ”best friend” basically snapped/had some kind of mental break and for some reason I ended up being a scapegoat of sorts. Now he refuses to see me and barely even talks to me because apparently something about ME and my presence is fucking with his head and it makes no goddamn sense tbh.
To make things worse he’s seen my cuts and knows that all it would take is a few hours of his time to make me feel so much better and he flat out refuses, yet still tries to tell me that he ‘cares about me’.
Yea. :( I’m not dealing well.
There are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark. Their place in your heart is tender; a bruise of longing, a pulse of unfinished business. Just hearing their name pushes and pulls at you in a hundred ways, and when you try to define those hundred ways, describe them even to yourself, words are useless.